What Was I Thinking????
Aight so I was looking at old ......stuff and I couldn't believe some of the shit that I was writing a year ago! This time last year.......Sammantha was getting to know the "real me," and I was being a lil chicken shit about it....Lili and I had already begun talking for like two weeks and I was so sure that I was going back over there and as soon as I did we'd be back together in no time, all the while I'm completly dis-regarding my current relationshp with Nikki! Damn.....whata fuckin bitch! I can't believe I was letting myself do this last year. All I can say is thank God he knocked some sense into me and thank God I still have my baby Nikki. Sammantha is a mommy now and we hardely ever speak....Lili....well she's just like a freakin ping pong ball between these two girls and frankly....we're just friends....that's how I see it and that's where I want it....I'm apologizing right now for my actions a year ago. Can you ever forgive me?