Sex And The Ex
So I was watching Sex and the City and it was about that "person" you dated in high school....about how as you get older the more difficult it becomes to find that right person but in high school.....you had them. So, then that would mean the person you dated would be the person you're suppose to be with the rest of your life. I for one totally disagree. I mean think about it. Sure, you had your first love in high school but....that's all they were. Your FIRST love....doesn't mean that they're your LAST. They're just there to get you started. After that you SHOULD be able to recognize your flaws and slowly but surely realize what you want in a significant other. I leared a lot from my first REAL relationship. And it's helped me become more acessive with what I want. It's help me grow and help showed me what it's like to really love someone and get your heart completly broken....beyond repair.....so you feel. I think everyone needs to get their heartbroken once. How else are you going to know it's love? I guess it's kind of a good thing Nikki and I have gone through so much shit. As bad as it hurt....the more love there is to feel. I have to admit though I hope all that hurting has passed and hopefully we can get rewarded for being such team players. I'd really love it if I knew that my first love isn't my last and that my current love will be my love forever.