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Best line in fanfic, ever:
"You, you... you're such a... you're so... you're so far back in the closet that, that... that you're in fucking Narnia!"
-from mamalaz's I'm Not In Denial
eta: and oh my gosh, Julia Child died...
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Later:
I just so bought Hidalgo on eBay.
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And even later...
One of the people on my flist just lost her aunt in a car accident. The car rolled over.
...I can't even begin to explain...my fingers are shaking, and I can barely type. I hate these memories, I want the memories to go away. Every once in a while, as I'm falling asleep, it comes back to me, and although now I can shake my head and make them go away, I just want them to never come back. Ever.
I fucking hate the memories.
I just wanted to say that I really am sorry for her loss, and I really hope it gets better, sooner rather than later. And I want to say that each one of us is really really lucky to be alive, and I know that better than most people. Good god, I really should have died, and I have no idea what saved me. And I'm really sorry mom, for making you worry and putting you through the hell of not knowing for so long whether I was okay or not, and for the car, and to my dad, for the same thing, and I love him so much, and my mom too, because they would really go to any lengths for me. And I hate that it was me that made that stupid decision in the first place, and I wish I would have just listened to my mom. I'm just...really sorry for everything.
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"You, you... you're such a... you're so... you're so far back in the closet that, that... that you're in fucking Narnia!"
-from mamalaz's I'm Not In Denial
eta: and oh my gosh, Julia Child died...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Later:
I just so bought Hidalgo on eBay.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And even later...
One of the people on my flist just lost her aunt in a car accident. The car rolled over.
...I can't even begin to explain...my fingers are shaking, and I can barely type. I hate these memories, I want the memories to go away. Every once in a while, as I'm falling asleep, it comes back to me, and although now I can shake my head and make them go away, I just want them to never come back. Ever.
I fucking hate the memories.
I just wanted to say that I really am sorry for her loss, and I really hope it gets better, sooner rather than later. And I want to say that each one of us is really really lucky to be alive, and I know that better than most people. Good god, I really should have died, and I have no idea what saved me. And I'm really sorry mom, for making you worry and putting you through the hell of not knowing for so long whether I was okay or not, and for the car, and to my dad, for the same thing, and I love him so much, and my mom too, because they would really go to any lengths for me. And I hate that it was me that made that stupid decision in the first place, and I wish I would have just listened to my mom. I'm just...really sorry for everything.
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