I know I talk about this all the time,
but financing school is irritating and stressful. I guess I should just not worry about it anymore. I already figure that the government is leaving most of it up to me. By the time I finish I should owe a nice chunk of change. Luckily my parents are going to be making the first years payments. Woohoo! They will also be supporting me for the first semester or so, so I wont have to scramble to find a job when I get there. I will be too consumed with getting use to my surroundings, I dont need the added stress of trying to live.
I was talking to my dad yesterday about how stressed out I am right now with everything. He told me not to worry about anything and that when I get there I should fully enjoy myself. This should be a wonderful experience for me. He also mentioned that if he had the opportunity to do what Im doing he would snag it in a heartbeat. He said that I will probably hate it the first year Im there. Im moving 2000 miles away from everything I know. Im going to miss people like crazy. There will be a lot of occasions where Im gonna want to give up and come back home. I will probably experience some depression, which is completely expected, but if I just submerse myself in what Im trying to accomplish there, then it wont be as bad.
It was uplifting to have my dad try and comfort me. I wonder how many times he's tried to do that, but I just never caught on. He really wants me to succeed. It will be an awesome feeling when I really accomplish my goal and have it be something that will make him proud of me.
I was talking to my dad yesterday about how stressed out I am right now with everything. He told me not to worry about anything and that when I get there I should fully enjoy myself. This should be a wonderful experience for me. He also mentioned that if he had the opportunity to do what Im doing he would snag it in a heartbeat. He said that I will probably hate it the first year Im there. Im moving 2000 miles away from everything I know. Im going to miss people like crazy. There will be a lot of occasions where Im gonna want to give up and come back home. I will probably experience some depression, which is completely expected, but if I just submerse myself in what Im trying to accomplish there, then it wont be as bad.
It was uplifting to have my dad try and comfort me. I wonder how many times he's tried to do that, but I just never caught on. He really wants me to succeed. It will be an awesome feeling when I really accomplish my goal and have it be something that will make him proud of me.