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I want to go home so bad. I miss my family, especially my mom. I miss my friends. I miss watching the kids grow up, like Sarah's kid and Katie's kid. My sister is about to pop with another one, and I'll miss it. Now Rin's pregnant, and it's another friend I won't get to see. Lorelie has got to be nearing one, and we haven't even met her yet. My mom is building and opening up her own salon, something I had always dreamed of doing with her, and I'm missing it. So much has happened to my little brother Zach, and I haven't been there to show support or help in any way.
We've been up here for almost 16 months now, and I've left the Cities twice, not counting event game. Once with Ryan, that I'd kind of like to forget, and once to see Laura, which just happened. Odds are, I won't get home to see the family this year either.
I used to work with my mom. Two different places, two different businesses, mom and I worked together. We'd see each other every day. Even when we weren't working together, we'd see each other at least once per week. I honestly can't remember the last time I even talked to her now. Things aren't the same since I married Joe and decided not to have kids. I don't think she really wants much to do with me now.
I have a small bottle of her perfume. When I'm having flashbacks or get really homesick, I curl up with it and just smell it and cry. I know how pathetic it sounds, but it's how I feel. *sighs*
Sorry for the downer guys.
We've been up here for almost 16 months now, and I've left the Cities twice, not counting event game. Once with Ryan, that I'd kind of like to forget, and once to see Laura, which just happened. Odds are, I won't get home to see the family this year either.
I used to work with my mom. Two different places, two different businesses, mom and I worked together. We'd see each other every day. Even when we weren't working together, we'd see each other at least once per week. I honestly can't remember the last time I even talked to her now. Things aren't the same since I married Joe and decided not to have kids. I don't think she really wants much to do with me now.
I have a small bottle of her perfume. When I'm having flashbacks or get really homesick, I curl up with it and just smell it and cry. I know how pathetic it sounds, but it's how I feel. *sighs*
Sorry for the downer guys.