I am trying to find Faith!!!

[nyk_2007]

Everyone who knows me, knows that I have never really gone to church...UNTIL NOW!!! I don't really know how my friends will react to me looking for God, because most of them either make fun of God or are atheist. and I love them no matter what. But the one thing that they must understand is that I NEED HIM in my life, for without HIM I am lost. And I dont like being lost. Like on Sunday I was standing in church, and I didnt know what it was, but there was something inside of me telling me to get up and not to sit there any longer, but I was afraid of what would happen Would the people around me thimk I was stupid? Would my friends at school think that I had completely lost my mind?so I just sat there and fought back tears. But I was talking to a very good friend of mine, Katie Roberts and she said that it was God telling me that I needed to be SAVED!!! I was really happy when she said that but then I got to thinking, what if that was the only time he would ever make me feel that way...And I messed it up. I guess what I am trying to say is that, It dont matter what you believe, you should still love those who believe some thing completly different, especially if you claim they are your best friends.
**SO PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!!!PLEASE UNDERSTAND AND TRY TO SEE WHERE I AM COMING FROM.!!!!!**

**I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AS DOES JESUS CHRIST**
† kelli †