Notorious L.E.Z.

[nyhorsegirl]

So I hit the stage again tonight. When i got there I was originally only suppose to do 1 song with reese. but they had an extra spot open in the second set and i was like well i have an extra song with me and my other outfit, why the hell not. so reese rocked the stage of course, good job to her. I wanted to perform a song that my heart would really be into, so I hit the stage with "Lonely No More" by Rob Thomas, and I did great. I danced with a few girls and when it came to the really sexual part of the song I danced with one girl and laid down on the stage. it was hott, you should be jealous. Overall, it was a good night to get out, and forget about (well for the most part) my oh so awesomely miserable week. One of the other kings, who really looks more like a girl when performing, clint taurus, (she really doesnt dress much like a guy, more like a punk rock girl) she came over to me after my rob thomas performance in the dressing room and she told me that she thought i was really cute and we swapped numbers, it was funny cuz she was like so i hear this is one of your last performances before going back to college and i was like yeah and she was like well call me and we will have to talk drag sometime i was like yeah totally. i think i got hit on a total of 3 times tonight (and no not four, that other girl didnt count reese lol) one was a friend of a friend who offered to buy me a drink, but i wasnt really feelin it, and i was like haha i get my own for free. cuz im a smartass and a failure. the other girl was tina aka clint taurus, and some random 28 year old girl who saw me perform last time started talking to me again and asked me if i was single and if she could kiss me. LoL. wow let me tell you. i was like ermm yes im single, but ermmm no to the kiss lol. i was like i really dont kiss people i dont know too well (HAHAHA IM SUCH A FUCKING LIAR errr refer back to the albany experience when i dont even remember that girls name & i was sober.) she was hott tho so it didnt matter lol. ne wayz overall it was a good night, i cant really feel anything below my waist right now because my knees and my lower back hurt uber bad. now aint that about a bitch. i plan on sleeping in my moms biiig bed tonight seeing as she is gone for a few days to the other house and not getting out of that bed unless completely necessary tommorow (or until my lower body feels up to it.) Oh and yey for the salvation army, im a complete supporter.

im a tad happier, just because i got to release my inner self on stage tonight.

I cant help but still think of you... :-\ is that a bad thing?