I don't know if you wrote this, but if you did, thankyou, thankyou so much...its so sadly true...I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind...that is me, i've lost god...i have so many questions, and so little answers...I am so depressed...somany things are going wroung in my life right now...i wish i could just go in a feild and scream till i black out...i realy just need to get away, away from it all...i hate my job so much it makes me physicaly sick...all three of my jobs are screwing me out of money...haning out w/ my friends just annoyes me, i know there all fake friends...i'm watching to of my best friends going into the same situation they've been in b4, and fell apart...one got depressed so much i didn't even know her anymore, the other got into drugs and almost died...my relationship is well, i don't know anymore...I mean I love Kenny w/ all my heart but there are so many things that depress me...I'm bi polar, i'm eather realy happy, or realy depressed, I'm 95% happy n 5% not, I used to be 5% happy and 95% depressed, I DON'T want to head down that trail again...i feel i'm on it...my hair is falling out in clumps, my roots are horrible cause I'm to scared all my hair will fall out if i dye it...I'm fat...and i feel like i'll never loose the weight...My life is going no where, and, and, and I don't even know any more...
I'm sorry I don't mean to bother you, This post just made me go...I'm sorry
I can't take credit for writing this; although I agree with every word.
Please don't be sorry; I understand exactly where you are coming from. I have only 3 close friends that I can trust implicitly, and one of em I have no real contact with anymore except online (its hard for her to get to d.c. on a regular basis since she lives in Maryland). My walk with G-d has been FULL of obstacles and mistakes, and I am only just now beginning to get back to where I used to be. I don't know where you are, but I can offer you my friendship if you are willing to take it. My aim screename is shadowstryk84. Feel free to instant message me anytime I'm on.
I'm sorry I don't mean to bother you, This post just made me go...I'm sorry
~KeV~
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Please don't be sorry; I understand exactly where you are coming from. I have only 3 close friends that I can trust implicitly, and one of em I have no real contact with anymore except online (its hard for her to get to d.c. on a regular basis since she lives in Maryland). My walk with G-d has been FULL of obstacles and mistakes, and I am only just now beginning to get back to where I used to be. I don't know where you are, but I can offer you my friendship if you are willing to take it. My aim screename is shadowstryk84. Feel free to instant message me anytime I'm on.
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