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I just looked up the meaning of Nye/Aneurin, and it means 'truly golden'. Hm, well, I'm not a blond. I still really like the name though. And it's similar to my old name which means 'light of the sun'.
I had a really sucky day yesterday. I came into contact with something that was really triggering for me to do with the break up, and spent much of the day crying. No one was able to hang out with me IRL, ho hum. Today is a lot better, thank fcuk. I have the TransLondon meet to look forward to later, though I am nervous (as ever when I socialise). I'm going to try and make it to Bar Wotever afterwards. I'll be sure to take some positive affirmations with me: "I love myself for who I am" and "Nothing is perfect and that's ok", and maybe bring a teddy. Argh, I named one of my new ones and forgot because I didn't write it down. The theme at TransLondon will be coming out.
Tee-hee, there's a really silly programme title: The Truth about Killer Dinosaurs. It's a documentary with Bill Oddie, but it sounds like a bad film.
I had a really sucky day yesterday. I came into contact with something that was really triggering for me to do with the break up, and spent much of the day crying. No one was able to hang out with me IRL, ho hum. Today is a lot better, thank fcuk. I have the TransLondon meet to look forward to later, though I am nervous (as ever when I socialise). I'm going to try and make it to Bar Wotever afterwards. I'll be sure to take some positive affirmations with me: "I love myself for who I am" and "Nothing is perfect and that's ok", and maybe bring a teddy. Argh, I named one of my new ones and forgot because I didn't write it down. The theme at TransLondon will be coming out.
Tee-hee, there's a really silly programme title: The Truth about Killer Dinosaurs. It's a documentary with Bill Oddie, but it sounds like a bad film.