aargh!!

[nyecamden]

I often really want this stuff to go away, but it won't. This is so fluffing hard for me to deal with. Getting some appropriate help eg counselling from a counsellor who has experience of trans issues would, in itself, mean me admitting to people I don't know that I have serious issues with my gender. The alternative is for me to hide from my trans issues, and that can no longer work. (Thanks Kate - I have no denial based on a miss-use of feminism. That was effective denial. Oh yeah. Grr.) foibey has been a great help to me, but I need some more support.

'Sorting out my gender issues' is now officially on the list.