Four years and we are back where we started
Okay....so it has been a total of six years since my ex fiance and I were engaged and it has been at least two years since we spoke civily to one another but out of the blue today, he sends me a message telling me that I need to call him and we need to talk. Well, being the curious person I am, I do just that and come to find out that he and his current fiance are having some issues, which have apparently been going on for the last two years of their relationship. Okay, don't get me wrong. I am sure that when I started speaking with him there was no way I would ever want him back after what he did to me all those years ago but apparently I am the biggest fool alive because by the end of this afternoon, I am finding myself thinking about trying to get him back when I get done with college in August and go back to New England. Why does this sort of thing always have to happen to me. I mean, i found myself flirting with him and we were talking about getting together and going out during the time that I come home for my brothers graduation in June, which will pretty much help me to seal the deal with him if that is what this situation is heading towards, which I think it most definitely is. Ugh....I need to stop trying so hard to just forget him because ever time I try that, it never works!!!