so that's what happens...
When you let your guard down??? Remind me to never do that again...It hurts like a bitch! I just want to feel what I did last April...that "I'm so happy I'm going to grin like an idiot constantly" feeling. Where did that go??? Sad thing is...it's still inside of me...wanting to break free. I'm just afraid to let it go again...afraid to get hurt. And the question plaguing me....will I EVER be able to feel that way again?????