Jul 10, 2005 21:12
We buried Brenden two weeks ago. And I swore I never would go to another funeral after ACE died but Brenden used to be my best fiend. Everyone I knew and everyone in the world basically showed up. Its a shame how two people with an amazing connection lose touch over something so trivial. So when it came time to head to the gravesite for the burial. I entered the limosuine to see non other than Veronica. Veronica, the ex girlfriend who cheated on me with Brenden, ending my relationship with her and my friendship with him. We just stared at each other. And she whispered the words Im sorry, and I just looked away. She took everything from me, this kid was a major part of my life. This is mainly why I trust no one.
After that I realized I needed to get out of new york. I drove to CT and went back to where the old cabin was. It was good to just relax and get away from everyone. Tree climbing, rafting, alcohol...all to myself.
The next day I decided to head back to new york and I was laying down when I got a surprising call. Jessica called and told me that she broke up with her ex. And she really needed someone to be there with her. I purchased my plane tickt an hour after that and went to the city. I skated a little bit and just hung out for a while. The next day I went to JFK airport and got on a plane for california. She picked me up and I gave her the biggest hug ever. I spent 3 days with her just crying and talk about everything. And its just good to have a girl you dont want to fuck but you could. It was nice, I enjoyed our time together.
I decided to come home. And then I ended up having to go back to the city for a business meeting with the executives of volcom skates. They were showing me different shoe designs for my skate shoes that are coming out in about a year. I picked up a check from the dealers and then I headed to the store in amityville to work on some bikes that needed to be fixed up.
Thats pretty much how things have been going. Lots of alcohol, skateboarding, and trips. I have to much money and dont know what to do with it. I think im going to go to the city tonight and buy some lapdances...cause long island girls suck at giving them.