Title: Kisses
Fandom: JE
Characters/Pairings: Akanishi Jin, Yamashita Tomohisa, Nishikido Ryo, Kamenashi Kazuya; Akame, Pin, RyoJin, JinOC.
Summary: Jin's kisses.<3
Jin's first kiss was a girl from his class.
It shocked him because it was totally unexpected and he immediately pushed her away.
In that moment something clicked in him.
Jin's only purpose in his life had always been being N°1: number one in soccer, number one in singing, number one in dance practice.
He had never thought he could become number one in someone's heart. He had never wanted to, actually.
That girl cried, yelled, accused him of being an insensitive and heartless bastard and Jin thought that he didn't really like kissing girls.
The first time Jin decided to kiss someone, it was Pi.
They were young, they were best friends, They were both confused and curious at the same time. Because, really, if you were in Johnny's you had to wonder.
It started as a joke, a hot summer day. Jin laughed when he said it, Pi sensed the seriousness in his voice and remained silent. When Jin leaned over, Pi closed the distance.
When their lips touched awkwardly, Jin thought that kissing guys was nicer, somehow. At the same time he realized two things.
He and Pi, they could never be anything more than friends.
He and Pi, they will certainly be best friends forever.
Jin's third kiss is still a bit blurred in his memories.
He had been drunk, just as much as Ryo had.
He remembers feeling very hot, he remembers Ryo's intense and meaningful gaze, his demanding lips on Jin's, and he remembers how Ryo had clasped an eager hand through his hair, tilting his head up and deepening the kiss.
The next morning they had laughed about it, not feeling awkward at all, since they both knew that it was a meaningless kiss.
And it was, really, Jin just thought that still, it had been a nice kiss.
When Jin kissed Kame for the first time, he felt like he had never really kissed anyone before.
He had never believed in those stupid and sappy clichès but, as Kame leaned a bit closer, placing hesitating hands on his chest, Jin thought that, yes, from that moment on, Kazuya would be the only one he would kiss for the rest of his life.