Today I cried one too many times

Feb 26, 2010 22:36

Uuuuhmm. The reports WILL come.
My computer is still out of use, so I don't have enough time to write proper reports.
In the meanwhile.

THE. CONCERT. WAS. AMAZING.
It made me think...he is not trying to be cool, trying to impress people, trying to promote himself in any way. He is showing us his own world, what he truly likes and enjoys doing from the bottom of his heart.
His concentrated face as he dances, his voice that reaches deep inside me, his smiling face while he fools around with his friends. These are the things I fell in love with, and this concert was full of it. Something I'm going to treasure.
Another observation I made..."care" has changed. But this is not about the arrengement at all, it's all about Jin. My first impression of care when he first sang it in Shounen Club, was something alike desperation. His face seemed to me like he was desparate to sing it and make someone listen to it. Now. Care is totally happy. It seems to me that he hasn't got other feelings than "This is me". He was so hyper today during care.
"Eternal" touched me so deeply it left scars. It's like being wrapped up by his voice and it's totally amazing. I think there's some magic in this song, he puts some magic into it. Everyone was crying so much. When I listened to it before on recording, I cried too, but I couldn't exactly understand what kind of tears they were: it wasn't out of sadness, it wasn't out of happiness, and so what is it? Now that I have listened to it live I can finally say why. It because it reaches a certain place inside my heart, I don't clearly understand where exactly but it must be somewhere tears come naturally from.

BANDAGE. IS. JUST IS.
There were a lot of parts that left me breathless, it hurt to breath. And I cried so much.
And I'm not gonna be able to listen to Genki acoustic version or Hatachi no Sensou for about two months.

[fandom] concert report, on air from japan, hey wassup this is jin, fangirling mode: on

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