Hey
Last night I watched Analyze That and Swimfan. Analyze That was funny as hell and Swimfan was sick. It made me sad though cuz its like guys cheat. Girls like that do exist and then the guy ends up cheating on his girlfriend cuz of this girl. But he felt bad and then loves his girlfriend , but then its like if u love your girlfriend so much why did u cheat on her? He could have pushed her away and left. I was thinking about Steven and how hurt I would have felt if he cheated on me really. I get sad over stupid things lol. I think my emotions are coming back anyways which is good. As corny as this sounds , I had a wall up around my heart and when I would get sad or upset I would replace it with anger cuz anger doesnt hurt. But now I think the wall is slowly coming down cuz lately I get sad very easily and I dont replace it with anger anymore , I cry it out now. On another note I hope officemax calls =)