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Once again leave it to me to go and hurt someone. Be it one of my friends, a girl, or a girlfriend. Im so fucking done with relationships. I can't handle them, deal with them, do them. All they do is fuck up my life and the lives of others. I should just stay single forever. This weekend sucked besides hanging out with friends. I saw some people i hadn't seen in a while and that was cool. I went and saw The Butterfly Effect again, what an amazing movie...but once again a relationship fucks everything up. Im telling you, girls are evil, they are the antichrist. Well speaking of Christs, one of my friends is now with him. A friend of mine from middle school that i dated once died after she lost control of her car at the 95-295 construction. She broke her neck and severed her spinal cord. She was alive but they took her off life support because she was suffering. I didn't sleep at all last night except for like 4 hours because i found this news out about 11:30 pm. I'm gonna go lie down and stare at the Apache hanging above my bed for a while and see if sleep with take over like it is supposed to...wish me luck