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why is life so wierd. I keep learning about it's wonderful suprises and finally learning how suprising a person can be. Just when you think, it's going good. It's going routine. It's getting to form a circle or understanding of them. I can accept the past of the person, but not the suprises that the present brings. It's a past event but still a suprise to me. I'm not suppose to know, but I'm a spy. I learn what I need to know. I'll never tell. I gotta stop giving people the benefit of the doubt and start being more cautious and aware. I feel like I got in the way of something potential but then again, if it was anything serious I wouldn't be able to get in the way of it. So here I am, stuck in an image of my former normal-like self and now I've grown some more inside. It's already done, the past is in the past. I can't change it. I only hope that people make their choices and live with them. I accept mine and know that I do everything with good reason.
Oh yeah. YOU FUCKING SUCK! My skin wants to crawl off my bones to get away from your actions. Is there any reason for me to really be that upset? No. It was before me. I just can't stop thinking about it though. Someone wanna get drunk? ANYONE?!? Maybe i'll call lance and toke a few...in the meantime, where's my damn hypnotiq. x_x
Oh yeah. YOU FUCKING SUCK! My skin wants to crawl off my bones to get away from your actions. Is there any reason for me to really be that upset? No. It was before me. I just can't stop thinking about it though. Someone wanna get drunk? ANYONE?!? Maybe i'll call lance and toke a few...in the meantime, where's my damn hypnotiq. x_x