The One's You Love Can Hurts You So Much
Why is it that the one's you love tend to hurt you the most? I have given so much of myself to this person. My heart, soul, mind and body only have it broken and battered. And what hurts even more is that I am at a point in my life where I truly need this person and they have left me. This person was a mentor and friend and someone I respected and now I don't know what they are to me. There was a time when the phone calls would come often, along with letters and emails and visits, now I feel I have to beg to get that, why, what has changed? The last time we were really connected was 2 years ago when I was sick and getting ready to have surgery but after the surgery they slowly pulled away. Why? Why then when I need them? I miss this person so much in my daily life that it hurts. I have told them time and time again how important they are to me and how I value their time and their opinion. I guess there is not too much more I can do. I guess this person was only to be with me till a certain point in my life.
I hope you know how much I miss you and how important you are. My heart, mind and soul will always be open to welcome you back, if you should chose so.