For the record.

[nycheezecake]

Im sorry if i cuased some drama lately. Im not mad at anyone. I might have some trust issues but its only becuase ive been hurt before and its just instinct, or a defence mechanism, or me being a dork. i know you guys would never hurt me like that, and i promise i will never do that to you guys either. I never meant to be a creep. Its just me trying my hardest to survive,and hang on while trying to let go. Its hard and i know you all know it. If its wrong to be in love with one of your friends then i dont want to be right. but know that that love is much deeper then just wanting a relationship. Its also the best love anyone could ever have, and thats friendship. I dont want to cuase problems for anyone but also know that if i do its becuase im being me, i would be fake if i took things diferently. i need to grow, i need to mature. this is just another step in that. I'll try too curb my emotions more in the future while trying not too sacrifice myself....

fucking F. that felt good to get out there. now lets forget this shit and have some fun.

Sincerely, your favorite lil' hood rat,
Will.