Oct 18, 2005 10:35
i've been having a tough few weeks. not that they are bad, just lots has been going on, and there seems to be more problems to solve then general positivity and happiness.
i have been on the go for way too long and i wish that work was slow so that i could just sit back and complain about being bored. ahhhh, i miss those days.
my mother is my mother. she wants me to change my ways, but she isn't making one tiny step to making things better for herself. i thought her drinking would slow down, but it's just as bad as ever. there's only so much telling my mother that she is really hurting herself by not confronting her problems and rather just numbing them by drinking. not to mention, she's just not a pleasant person to be around. luckily, my brother is in boarding school and doesn't have to witness this too often.
eh.
back to work.
mother,
ehness,
busy