april is LOCing.. "Lack of Cyn-ing"? pun intended???

[nyccyn23]

here i am at school.. geez.. it's 8:30pm and i'm still at school.. actually i only have one night class on mondays from 7-10pm.. whoa.. but it's ok.. it's an english class and it's kind of bull crap work.. write really well blah*blah*.. so we were assigned group presentations.. the people in my group are ok.. bryan seems deep and very very urban outfitter.. lucy is kind of.. hmm i don't know.. we wer in groups and we were supposed to be discussing about who the author's audience was and well she kept talking about these small events in the story.. she doesn't seem to focus.. i have a bad feeling i'm going to have a pretty good group but i'm going to be irritated because they're going to have stale ideas about our presentation.. don't ask me how i know.. their personalities are how do you say.. DRY? steve.. seems kinda spacy but has insightful things to say.. he's older so i think he's very studious and all.. trying to outdo the youngins'... hahaha

today at DA school, we had a deep deep discussion about religion.. and well it was interesting AND of course i didn't say anything.. i have become so quiet and insecure in classes out here.. :P and i actually do the work.. what's up with that yo!

i haven't talked to jason all day.. geez.. i miss that loser..

might go to tijuana this weekend.. if i have money!! i kinda want to go and i kinda don't want to.. i want to go just to go out.. but then i'm not really down with the group... it's these girls in my DA school.. we'll see.. maybe if val goes, i'll go.. must ponder more..