Rape Leads To Abortion Which Leads To Loneliness

[nyc_poet]

Don't you dare tell what to feel
I know what beats inside my fiery heart
Bite down my curses
Swallow my grudges
I can't stand the sight of your pleading eyes
Just let me go already
I'm not a baby anymore
You turned your back
I tested my wings
They're sturdy and beautiful
Watch me flutter away
Don't you dare tell me what to believe
I know what leaves me empty inside
Why can't you understand?
I didn't have to tell you this
I just wanted a mother to hold me
(I could never be like you)
These tears happened for a reason
These scars don't have any reasons though
It's not my fault
I didn't beg him to hurt me
I didn't ask for him to take me away
I thought maybe you could understand that
I thought you would try to erase these memories from my bleeding mind
All you care about is your religion
(I hear you cry out "murderer" in your sleep)
I guess I made the mistake of loving you
I guess I made the mistake of trusting you
I guess I'm just a mistake to you
(I'm sorry)
I never meant to hurt anyone
I guess I'll just walk away with my empty promise...