unsure...
and here's to another birthday without you, Daddy...
have a happy one *sighs*
i'm feeling better after yesterday...i feel lighter, more liberated...i haven't sat down and just let the sobs wrack my body like that except for the day he died...it was the kindof sob where you can't breathe, you can't talk, you can only let it all out through an ocean of tears that you think might drown you but you find the strength to break the surface after a good time of floudering around and you gulp down the first breath after a while and you know you can live...
i'm still a little "off" but i'm definitely stable and happier today...
i'm going to hang out with Kate and Joey C today and they are amazing...
Three years and still going strong...that's something to be proud of...(and i know he's proud of me...)
have a happy one *sighs*
i'm feeling better after yesterday...i feel lighter, more liberated...i haven't sat down and just let the sobs wrack my body like that except for the day he died...it was the kindof sob where you can't breathe, you can't talk, you can only let it all out through an ocean of tears that you think might drown you but you find the strength to break the surface after a good time of floudering around and you gulp down the first breath after a while and you know you can live...
i'm still a little "off" but i'm definitely stable and happier today...
i'm going to hang out with Kate and Joey C today and they are amazing...
Three years and still going strong...that's something to be proud of...(and i know he's proud of me...)