Here I Am, As Perfect As I'm Ever Gonna Be...
Okay...
I need to publish this second book really, really, really soon BECAUSE Jase is getting pretty attached to this girl...and this is my last chance...give him a book that spells out his name, has poems that bluntly say "Dedicated to Jase...", and all that good stuff...if I don't get a kiss by then, I guess I'll just have to let go of this yearning...yknow, maybe it'll be like the last nail in the coffin to get rejected by him after working so hard through these years and publishing a book for him...or maybe, he'll just throw me up against a wall and kiss me passionately...
But...if I've held on this long, to let go, it's like giving up...I hate quitting...I don't know...
But I don't have to worry about this until I hand him that damn book with my autograph and sweet paragraph on the first page...
OR maybe I could just like let go of him now but then later, when it's meant to be, i'll catch him and it's like I never really let go of him...
Although, I must admit, there is this new guy that's got me thinking...:P
Just one kiss from Jase to wipe him out of my system and maybe then I'll be good :D
I need to publish this second book really, really, really soon BECAUSE Jase is getting pretty attached to this girl...and this is my last chance...give him a book that spells out his name, has poems that bluntly say "Dedicated to Jase...", and all that good stuff...if I don't get a kiss by then, I guess I'll just have to let go of this yearning...yknow, maybe it'll be like the last nail in the coffin to get rejected by him after working so hard through these years and publishing a book for him...or maybe, he'll just throw me up against a wall and kiss me passionately...
But...if I've held on this long, to let go, it's like giving up...I hate quitting...I don't know...
But I don't have to worry about this until I hand him that damn book with my autograph and sweet paragraph on the first page...
OR maybe I could just like let go of him now but then later, when it's meant to be, i'll catch him and it's like I never really let go of him...
Although, I must admit, there is this new guy that's got me thinking...:P
Just one kiss from Jase to wipe him out of my system and maybe then I'll be good :D