A little upset right now
So, my one friend is like upset that he and I don't have that friendship where we tell each other everything. But, I don't want to tell him everything. I have my best friend for that. I mean, if he trusts me enough to tell me stuff, fine, I'm not going to tramp around with his confidential information. But, I don't feel comfortable telling him certain things. I mean, only a few people know what I live with everyday and that's fine by me.
On the topic of what I live with everyday...I think World War III is about to erupt in my house...I have Dennis talking to me like I'm his therapist and I don't mind talking with him. But then I have Mom screaming and ranting at me like I'm her therapist but she won't let me get a word in edgewise, really all she wants is someone to look at her while she yells like a banchee about this and that. But it's like I'm trapped in the middle of this. I mean, they are going for counseling sometime really soon and thank God, because I hate the tension in the house. Don't shoot the messanger...well, what happens when the messanger would rather be shot than continue delivering messages?
This whole household should go into counseling...some for the first time, and some for the hundredth time because I might shoot the people giving me the messages if this continues any longer.
And to top it off today...I went to Church alone and I was just sitting there in the pew all alone when this guy and his little daughter sat down next to me and they were just so cute together and I started to cry right there because I miss my Daddy so much and I just want him to hug me again and laugh with me at Church about this woman with a crazy hat or that child picking his nose or whatever! I miss my Daddy so much...*sighs heavily*
On the topic of what I live with everyday...I think World War III is about to erupt in my house...I have Dennis talking to me like I'm his therapist and I don't mind talking with him. But then I have Mom screaming and ranting at me like I'm her therapist but she won't let me get a word in edgewise, really all she wants is someone to look at her while she yells like a banchee about this and that. But it's like I'm trapped in the middle of this. I mean, they are going for counseling sometime really soon and thank God, because I hate the tension in the house. Don't shoot the messanger...well, what happens when the messanger would rather be shot than continue delivering messages?
This whole household should go into counseling...some for the first time, and some for the hundredth time because I might shoot the people giving me the messages if this continues any longer.
And to top it off today...I went to Church alone and I was just sitting there in the pew all alone when this guy and his little daughter sat down next to me and they were just so cute together and I started to cry right there because I miss my Daddy so much and I just want him to hug me again and laugh with me at Church about this woman with a crazy hat or that child picking his nose or whatever! I miss my Daddy so much...*sighs heavily*