Jun 24, 2007 22:23
i'm graduating in a few days na di have a lot of things to clean out. about 3 boxes filled with unorganized music to start. but also "my documents" on this what feels like ancient computer. and i found all these words i wrote about people and its so angsty. but honestly, the last few weeks, i have spent a lot of time crying about things i cannot change and people i will not get to say goodbye to. because im too stubborn or too hurt or too pissed. it would be silly to say goodbye to someone when you know you will see them again, right? and i how do i know?
i dont know.
this campus looks like someone after a barfight... there's been 2 suicides within a month and we are all walking around with injuries we don't even realize we have.
sarah says everyone is drowning their pain in water bongs. while in college, embrace the archetype i guess.
i guess if this is it, then good. and maybe we can all move on. wouldn't it be nice?