pondering
so i have all this energy but no real desire to focus it.... very odd state of being for me. i am usually very focused and task oriented but today not so much. could blame hormones i suppose but i seriously doubt they have much to do with it. i could blame the feeling of unrest i have about my relationship at the moment. i could blame finally coming down off the end of the spring semester and the first week of the summer semester. but i think i am going to try and just go with it and see what happens. problem is i get bored easily and when i get bored i get annoyed so i shall have to be careful of that..... we shall see what happens