Blimey Does Not Even Come Close
I'll give you something, a belief that I actually have and plan on keeping, ignore it, if you can not stomach pseudo-shrink babble, I really, really can understand it ->
People want to hurt, to ache, to suffer. It gives them the perfect excuse to mope, bitch and waste other's time. Yes, Fate is a Whore and her middle name is Cruel, and yes, Karma is as sweet as aconite, but, honestly, there are people who could ease their problems if they would invest the time spent sulking in working, in changing themselves. Something else that I consider as helpful is the wonderful acticity called thinking--
too bad, that only a select few appear to be able to indulge in it.
Bueeeh! My patience is running out, does anyone notice?
Well, on the bright side...I have been pulled out of my hole, wrote something that actually got reviews- I am still shell-shocked- and managed to re-locate my backbone so that I could speak, finally, with my friends. In addition I got one of the most...touching, wonderful, breath-taking letters in my entire life, realised, once again, that I have the most awe-inspiring, understanding friends ever; my Beloved is mine for 14 months now...I am...flabbergasted? Over-joyed? So bloody lucky? Pick whatever you want, I'll take it as long as I get to hold her in my arms.
Moi also got around her...fear of eating fish. Don't laugh, I almost died eating fish when I was little..and since then it had been Sushi or nor fish at all. Not to mention that I like watching fish and have problems thinking about eating something this...beautiful and strong.
Weh...I am weirding myself out, again...
I love my friends, really, they're are my strength. Kurai, Zexy, Shin, Soy...just to name a few, just to name the ones I treassure the most...I doubt that I will ever forget you. I certainly do not want to. I hope that I will grow into someone who is, at least somewhat, worthy of all your wonderful words.
People want to hurt, to ache, to suffer. It gives them the perfect excuse to mope, bitch and waste other's time. Yes, Fate is a Whore and her middle name is Cruel, and yes, Karma is as sweet as aconite, but, honestly, there are people who could ease their problems if they would invest the time spent sulking in working, in changing themselves. Something else that I consider as helpful is the wonderful acticity called thinking--
too bad, that only a select few appear to be able to indulge in it.
Bueeeh! My patience is running out, does anyone notice?
Well, on the bright side...I have been pulled out of my hole, wrote something that actually got reviews- I am still shell-shocked- and managed to re-locate my backbone so that I could speak, finally, with my friends. In addition I got one of the most...touching, wonderful, breath-taking letters in my entire life, realised, once again, that I have the most awe-inspiring, understanding friends ever; my Beloved is mine for 14 months now...I am...flabbergasted? Over-joyed? So bloody lucky? Pick whatever you want, I'll take it as long as I get to hold her in my arms.
Moi also got around her...fear of eating fish. Don't laugh, I almost died eating fish when I was little..and since then it had been Sushi or nor fish at all. Not to mention that I like watching fish and have problems thinking about eating something this...beautiful and strong.
Weh...I am weirding myself out, again...
I love my friends, really, they're are my strength. Kurai, Zexy, Shin, Soy...just to name a few, just to name the ones I treassure the most...I doubt that I will ever forget you. I certainly do not want to. I hope that I will grow into someone who is, at least somewhat, worthy of all your wonderful words.