I say I am dead, and yet I move
Isn't it cute? The song I listened to for the past weeks like mad is labeled "Breakdown"..if I were slightly more supsicious I'd think that I jinxed myself, because I did have one. a breakdown that is.
I think I am alive again...I try to be, at least, even when I still have the feeling of not posessing enough skin for myself, even when eating and sleeping seem close to impossible.
I won't give up...and now I have to contact my precious people and right the wrongs I did...or at least aplogise and inform them that the ground did not swallow me; not completely at least.
Uff~ and forgive me for quoting The Crow in the headline, found it...fitting.
Kudos to everyone who is not as stupid as I am.
I think I am alive again...I try to be, at least, even when I still have the feeling of not posessing enough skin for myself, even when eating and sleeping seem close to impossible.
I won't give up...and now I have to contact my precious people and right the wrongs I did...or at least aplogise and inform them that the ground did not swallow me; not completely at least.
Uff~ and forgive me for quoting The Crow in the headline, found it...fitting.
Kudos to everyone who is not as stupid as I am.