Amnesty
Hey guys,
I know that I'm not around a lot. To be honest work got the best of me.
I have to put thing in perspective and be strong and work towards my dreams to be able to step up. I know it sounds boring and like a usual excuse, but that's what's happening with me.
Fandom is drifting apart and people leaving. I cannot blame them however I feel sorry that it's happening. We had some fun stuff together and I don't know how to mend our relationship. In the last couple of month I haven't done art at all. There are things that I'm not proud of. Like the sweet charity I should have done a year ago. I think I will look up the girls (pls contact me yourself), and will apologize and ask to start from scratch and let's see if it's working.
I'm investing more and more time into photography. I know there is a long way to go however I'm enjoying it a lot. That's who I am and that's as good as it will get.
If you are not here because of me, then you might wanna run because you will get disappointed from now on. I love the boys, but I really don't have time to follow everything and I feel left out most of the time.
Gosh, reading back it looks like I'm whining, LOL. that's far from the truth... I'm happy and content, I have an amazing gay flatmate who couldn't be better, I have a pretty amazing job that pushes me to my limits and I learn lot, I have an exciting and engaging hobby as a photographer and I work out every week to be fit as well. :)
So if there is anything you wanna say, say now, and I give amnesty to everyone to just go run and de-friend me. I understand, believe me.
Hugs to everyone who wants to stay. Thank you guys for the amazing years we spent together. And I'm so fucking grateful for SPN and my graphics that it brought me together with some amazing people I would have never met otherwise.
Also if there is someone at London and wanna meet up for a coffee lemme know. I'm all out and about to meet with new faces :)
*hugs 'n kisses*
Sue
I know that I'm not around a lot. To be honest work got the best of me.
I have to put thing in perspective and be strong and work towards my dreams to be able to step up. I know it sounds boring and like a usual excuse, but that's what's happening with me.
Fandom is drifting apart and people leaving. I cannot blame them however I feel sorry that it's happening. We had some fun stuff together and I don't know how to mend our relationship. In the last couple of month I haven't done art at all. There are things that I'm not proud of. Like the sweet charity I should have done a year ago. I think I will look up the girls (pls contact me yourself), and will apologize and ask to start from scratch and let's see if it's working.
I'm investing more and more time into photography. I know there is a long way to go however I'm enjoying it a lot. That's who I am and that's as good as it will get.
If you are not here because of me, then you might wanna run because you will get disappointed from now on. I love the boys, but I really don't have time to follow everything and I feel left out most of the time.
Gosh, reading back it looks like I'm whining, LOL. that's far from the truth... I'm happy and content, I have an amazing gay flatmate who couldn't be better, I have a pretty amazing job that pushes me to my limits and I learn lot, I have an exciting and engaging hobby as a photographer and I work out every week to be fit as well. :)
So if there is anything you wanna say, say now, and I give amnesty to everyone to just go run and de-friend me. I understand, believe me.
Hugs to everyone who wants to stay. Thank you guys for the amazing years we spent together. And I'm so fucking grateful for SPN and my graphics that it brought me together with some amazing people I would have never met otherwise.
Also if there is someone at London and wanna meet up for a coffee lemme know. I'm all out and about to meet with new faces :)
*hugs 'n kisses*
Sue