[fic] Hating You (Eeteuk/Heechul)

Jun 22, 2010 14:59

Title: Hating You
Raiting: PG-13
Pairing: Eeteuk/Heechul
Summary: Hating you is easier.
Notes: Heechul 2ndPOV. Drabble. No idea what this is, but I'm starting to think this pairing is sort of hot. Have Bonamana performances to blame. Now that I read this over again, it could even pass as kangteuk, but I did write this with Heechul in mind, soo....
Anyway, I won't keep you from reading any longer.


You hate how much he tries to be leader when you know he's as helpless as the rest of you. You hate it when he takes charge durring interviews, how he's always trying to please everyone when you know he can't. You hate his fake energy when you know he's the last to wake in the morning and even harder to move after a long day of schedule. You hate how he tries to be loved by everyone when he's insulted behind his back.

You hate the way he looks at you, like he knows you're hiding something. You hate the way he smiles, like the sun after a rainy day. You hate the way he walks, shy yet self-confident. You hate the way he approaches you, like he's better than you in every way. You hate the way he talks to you, like he respects you and loves you for you.

You hate his eyes, when they're barely open, staring at you with desire. You hate his mouth, when he's biting his lower lip in order to keep silent. You hate his voice, when it moans your name. You hate his touch, when it sears your skin with it's burning fire.

You hate how he depends on you to take care of yourself when he has to take care of the others. You hate how he trusts you to stay out of trouble, even though you look for it at every turn. You hate how he believes in you when no one else would. You hate how he loves you, because there's so many others out there that he should love more.

You hate him, but in fact, you hate yourself more.

pairing: eeteuk/heechul, rating: pg-13, fandom: super junior, fanfiction, genre: angst

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