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okay.
well, tonight is officially my death night. mark my words, i will die soon. no, not DO die, i will DIE, as in death will come to me and take me to it's empty kingdom of dark rooms and no die. how will i survive death...
so. as of tomorrow, i'm not allowed on the net.
no internet. at all. except for schoolwork.
they are TURNING OFF the net and TURNING IT ON when i ask to do HOMEWORK. they will CHECK MY HOMEWORK after i get on the net.
FUCK.
shit.
fuck.
how am i supposed to hear about the diru concert? where will i get my update of weird jrock humour and pix? and where am i supposed to get fanfics from!?!?
no new songs either. or mvs.
i'm not even mad.
i'm in complete shock.
i''m not crying.
i'm not throwing a tantrum.
i'm not doing anything.
except sitting here trying to forget my fate.
and listening to dir en grey.
my saviours.
just shit.
so i won't update for a while.
i'd put up pix but...
i don't even have a lot of that.
dunno what songs i could post.
so.
i leave my lj, of which i only recently changed the background.
and go to die.
not DIE die, but death die.
yes.
just fuck...
unni, i message to you.
you must tell any forums i am on that i won't be posting.
i can't do it myself.
hurts too much.
bitch.
fucking shit.
FUCK.
well, tonight is officially my death night. mark my words, i will die soon. no, not DO die, i will DIE, as in death will come to me and take me to it's empty kingdom of dark rooms and no die. how will i survive death...
so. as of tomorrow, i'm not allowed on the net.
no internet. at all. except for schoolwork.
they are TURNING OFF the net and TURNING IT ON when i ask to do HOMEWORK. they will CHECK MY HOMEWORK after i get on the net.
FUCK.
shit.
fuck.
how am i supposed to hear about the diru concert? where will i get my update of weird jrock humour and pix? and where am i supposed to get fanfics from!?!?
no new songs either. or mvs.
i'm not even mad.
i'm in complete shock.
i''m not crying.
i'm not throwing a tantrum.
i'm not doing anything.
except sitting here trying to forget my fate.
and listening to dir en grey.
my saviours.
just shit.
so i won't update for a while.
i'd put up pix but...
i don't even have a lot of that.
dunno what songs i could post.
so.
i leave my lj, of which i only recently changed the background.
and go to die.
not DIE die, but death die.
yes.
just fuck...
unni, i message to you.
you must tell any forums i am on that i won't be posting.
i can't do it myself.
hurts too much.
bitch.
fucking shit.
FUCK.