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O wow. I can honestly say that I'm happy. I'm actually happy today. I don't know why...nothing's going good, but I'm happy! I guess I realized that I shouldn't dwell my sadness. I mean hey, you only have one shot at life, why be miserable the whole time, right? God, I haven't been happy in such a long time, I don't know what to do with myself. Heh...I remember, my 11th grade English teacher, Mr. Philson, said that "Happiness is like the sun; sometimes it's big and bright, and other times it's behind the clouds, just waiting to be seen." I guess right now, my happiness is big and bright...I'm going to treat myself to steak tonight. MMMmmm.