Courage in Uncertainty
What is it, these emotions you spur in me?
I never knew of them until just recently.
For many times, in different occasions,
I thought I knew what like and love meant.
But then you prove that I know nothing,
because this feeling feels so foreign.
I think I like you. But maybe, I think I don't.
Confused is a word always associated with me.
Though I'd have to say, this time it's different.
Don't ask me why. I can't explain it.
With you, I no longer think.
I can't understand; I just know it.
When did all these begin to happen?
Before I knew it, I've already fallen.
I thought I was careful in guarding myself.
Next thing I know, you're already in there:
Climbed over the walls I painstakingly built,
making my self vulnerable in every bit.
This story has just begun, and I have no clue
how it will be, or what I shall do.
This scares me, frightens me. I want to run.
But something is keeping me; I know I should go on.
So I shall keep going because that's how it should be.
Come what may. C'est la vie.