Feb 27, 2011 16:39
So currently, a lot of my friends just happen to be guys. (It just happened that way! I didn't go out and actively pursue them or anything!) A lot of my friends just happen to be guys that are younger than me. And since I tend to see most guys who are my age or younger as "kids" (and them being younger makes me feel like ばば, so we're even), out of the blue, I decided to tease them and call them my little brothers. And one guy, he really DOES have an older sister named Kimberley (just not spelled like that)! So, it fits! (I think only like 4~5 of my male friends, including the guy I'm dating, are older than me.)
So yeah, a huge portion of the people I associate with nowadays are guys who are younger than me, so I've one-sidedly made them all my younger brothers. I'm not particularly close to ALL of them (the "little brothers"), just 1 or 2 who I feel I can discuss certain things (definitely not EVERYTHING - I know not a single person who I can entrust ALL the contents of my heart to at the moment, so I confide in people based on whether or not I think they would understand, even if they might not agree) with, but even so, I'm grateful that I can just say, "Hi xxx~! How are you doing today?" and bother them like that, hahaha.
Yeah, I suppose it is weird for the majority of my friends to be younger guys (and a lot of them happen to be gay too, lol, so I was teased for being a gay guy magnet. It just happened that way! I didn't actively go out looking for them! Most people come to me, it's rarely the other way around.), but no matter. Nobody's going to make me feel bad for the friends that I have. Nihaha, I can't tell them all that because it'd be just embarrassing and they'd think I was a creepy weirdo (although some people probably already think that... well, whatever!), but I'm really grateful to know them and to be able to have fun with them. Even if I get called having a harem for it.
I-I keep thinking about making an entry about the guy I'm dating, but then I feel like running the opposite way in embarrassment. lol.
a fleeting thought,
the loved ones,
just something i noticed