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wow, that is all I can say at the moment. I am very well pleased, and it really sucks that he is leaving this week. I probably won't be a ble to see him for very long, or even at all before he leaves tomorrow. Oh well though, I will see him sooner or later. I am in the process of writing Jeff and telling him that I don't want to have anything more than a friendship with him, I feel really bad, but it should have been expected, we were both being far too naive and foolish for our own good. Oh my God though, I cannot tell you how...I don't even know what I am right now.