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i went to my friend ty's farewell today. he is leaving on wednesday to the mtc. this is so crazy to me. this means that jeff's farewell is next sunday, and that he is leaving july 3. that is so extremely soon. ty is actually jeff's friend, but i have adopted him as my own. everything is changing and it is the wierdest thing. it will be good for us all though i suppose. yup. i dont feel like doing the normal things that i do everday of my life. i try to read every night and morning like i always do, and i just cant seem to find the desire to follow through with it. i will get over it. i am not going to let my moods come over my life, i can get over anything if i just put my mind to it. i dont know though. i have had a really bad case of apathy for the past week. maybe it is just cause' i am scik. i just watched interview with a vampire at wills with him and jake. i feel like biting people now. kind of distubing, i know. its not like i didnt randomly bite people anyway.