[Journal] 27.6.09
I'm currently sitting in the appartment enjoying the cooking and scenery. It's been an amazing week with Tatum and Derek and I'm looking forward to the rest of the week and France next weekend. Well... maybe not entirely.
I don't know if going to see Daisuke is going to be the best thing for me A) mentally and B) physically because I'm worried he might want to beat me down for A) taking TK or B) fighting with TK. I also wonder... I just wonder. I told Derek about it on the beach... Betamon and I are close, but I'm not a Chosen. Have I earned the right to call myself anything else other than plain flat out human?
I haven't.
Either way... the urge calls once more and I'm already missing the prescence. I'll write again when something more intresting pops up.
I don't know if going to see Daisuke is going to be the best thing for me A) mentally and B) physically because I'm worried he might want to beat me down for A) taking TK or B) fighting with TK. I also wonder... I just wonder. I told Derek about it on the beach... Betamon and I are close, but I'm not a Chosen. Have I earned the right to call myself anything else other than plain flat out human?
I haven't.
Either way... the urge calls once more and I'm already missing the prescence. I'll write again when something more intresting pops up.