...i've never been more sure...

May 27, 2006 00:13

so yea i dunno if im the only one who's ever felt this way
but i can safely say that i've always thought that your best friend
should be one you keep for the rest of your life.
how can you go on living without that one piece that makes you whole
the only one that fills that void

wow i am seeing everything so clearly now
it all just fits and makes sense
its such a slap in the face awakening, like a red light blinking
pointing at something i've known all along but have looked past.

one christmas morning I wake up, see a shiny just such a luminous present sitting under the pines of an enormous tree, I know it must be opened right away but there are other gifts in the way, begging to be opened first so they get my attention but in the back of my mind I know which gift I want to grab and unwrap fiercely but I wait, why? because i know that awesome gift will still be there in the end... and then until the moment that I finally have it in my posession and get to do what I want with it... the moment comes and just holding the gift already starts making your curiousity and feeling of want and need drop, like nah it cant be that great because what you already have loses the element of surprise and isn't so important anymore...how come? I NOW KNOW you should always have that feeling of almost not having something you really want instead of that sensation of boredom when you already have acquired it!!!
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