Writer:
luvdaisuke Main characters: Chinen Yuri, Murota Hirona
Guests: Yoshii Kanae, Nishiwaki Sayaka, Satake Uki, Nakajima Yuto, Kawashima Umika
Teaser: It's difficult to suppress one's strong feelings.
Yuto closed his eyes and put his head into his hands. Why? Why was he feeling this emotion? This remorse? He sighed and slowly stood up; Umika looked at him with concern.
“Yuto-kun, are you alright?” she asked, her hand reached up to pat his shoulder, “you can’t have been that scared, right?”
Yuto shrugged out of her reached hand and looked down at the ground, a slow heat rising to his ears. Why was it that he didn’t want Umika to touch him? Why was it that he felt… he only wanted Hirona at his side? He quickly shook the thought away, and he began to pace.
Umika only looked at him with a saddened expression. Her expression had changed from worry to just pain.
“Yuto-kun, if you love her, why are you doing this?” she asked suddenly, “Why are you letting her go with Chinen-kun?”
Her words struck a chord in Yuto’s heart. He quickly turned around and stared at the girl with surprize. She only gave a pained look in return, tears glistening in her chocolate brown eyes.
“I… I’d rather her be happy with who she’s with… and if she’s happy,” he said finally, his voice cracked, “then I’m happy.”
“You’re not happy,” Umika replied, “you’ll never be happy like this.”
“Then what do I do?” Yuto whispered, sitting upon the park bench, “There’s nothing I can do about it. She’s out of my reach, now. I can’t do anything. It’s impossible.”
“It’s not impossible to do anything,” Umika tried, sitting next to him, “I myself don’t know what the best option is, but I can help.”
“Why?” he put his head in his hands again, “why are you helping me?”
Umika took a deep shuddering breath and pressed a hand on his shoulder, “Because you’re not happy. And I won’t be either until you’re happy.”
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Hirona smiled to herself. She had just gotten everything she wanted. She had Umika back as her friend again, and Chinen-kun as her boyfriend. A giggle erupted from her lips. He was her boyfriend. She sighed and let herself fall back against her bed. She made a mental note to thank Yuto for all he has done for her.
Yuto. She closed her eyes and let her mind wander. She thought of his smile; how bright and happy he was. His almond coloured eyes shining in the light. His hair; how it swished when he walked, how it looked like some sort of birds nest, but beautiful nevertheless. She thought of his-
Wait a minute. Why was her mind wandering towards Yuto? She had Chinen. Maybe her mind was just wandering towards Yuto because he helped her so much; since she had spent much more time with him anyways. He had held her when she cried, his strong arms so safe… She remembered when he held her hand so tightly, when-
She shook her head violently and sat upright. No. She mustn’t think like that. What was she doing? She sighed and let herself fall back against the bed once more. She shouldn’t think about this anymore. She crawled into bed and pulled over the covers. Maybe sleep could be the answer to her turmoil thoughts.
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It was a cold morning. Yuto pulled his jacket closer towards himself when he walked through the school’s front gate, shivering.
He stopped at the foot cabinets to change his shoes. He breathed on his hands to warm them. The weather had gradually become colder and colder the last few days. He placed his outdoor shoes into the cupboard.
When he turned, he met the eyes of Hirona, her fringe almost covering her beautiful brown eyes. Yuto’s stomach did a summersault when he saw her. What terrible luck. It was just the start of the day and he had to see her. It wasn’t like he didn’t enjoy seeing her; it pained him to know that she was better off. That she was with another.
“Good morning, Yuto,” she smiled. He almost melted right there. Why did she have such a cute smile? He frowned. Get a hold of yourself, Yuto. You’re a man.
He shook his head and turned back to Hirona with a great smile upon his face, “Good morning!”
Then he acted without thinking. He walked over and leaned into her ear, whispering a single question.
“How are things going with you and your new boyfriend?” he could just hear his own smug smile. As long as she is happy; he thought to himself over and over.
A crimson blush found its way onto Hirona’s face, “Chinen-kun and I have just gotten together… I… I don’t need to tell you all these details.”
Then a thought struck him. She had called him Chinen-kun. But she would call Yuto, Yuto. Ever since he told her to drop the title in his name, she complied. And ever since then, she had always called him Yuto. Yet she still called her own boyfriend Chinen-kun. Why was that?
Did that mean anything? His heart skipped a beat. He quickly shook the thought away. No way. There was no way she would like him the same way. There was no need for him to think like that.
“Good morning,” called a voice, causing Yuto to jump and quickly make his way away from Hirona.
Yuto turned to see Yuri, his bag casually held over his shoulder.
“’morning, Chii,” Yuto managed a smile, “I guess I’d better leave you two alone for now.”
Then he quickly backed away and made his way towards the classroom. He didn’t want to turn around and see what was going to happen.
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“Did you see that?” Uki asked the other two girls, a mischievous look upon her face.
The other two girls looked back with confused expressions.
“Nakajima-kun,” Uki replied, “did you see Nakajima-kun’s expression just now?”
They shook their heads, still confused.
“This is just a hunch, but I’m pretty sure I’m right on this one,” Uki raised an eyebrow, “he’s totally in love with Hirona. I just know it.”
“I think I know where you’re going with this,” Kanae replied slowly, grinning.
“And you’re right,” a devilish smile found its way upon Uki’s face as well, “we’re going to destroy them.”
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“Where is he!?” Yuri roared, wrenching the classroom door open, “where the fuck is he!?”
All the students in the classroom turned and looked at the boy who had just charged into the room. He had a murderous expression upon his face.
Yuto looked up from the book he had been reading. What was going on? Why was he so angry for? He looked around anxiously.
Yuri took quick steps towards Yuto and roughly grabbed the fabric of his collar, then pushed him back against the wall. Pain exploded into the back of Yuto’s head when he hit the wall. He only looked back at Yuri in extreme surprize.
“Why,” Yuri growled, “why did you do it?”
Yuto’s head was spinning, “what are you talking about?”
The smaller boy chuckled bitterly and let go of his collar, “’what am I talking about’ he asks…”
Air rushed back into Yuto’s lungs a little bit too quickly. He coughed a little.
“I don’t understand what you’re saying,” he said slowly.
“How could you do this to me,” Yuri shook his head, “how could you fucking do this to me? I thought you were my friend.”
“But I am your friend-“
“Don’t you even call yourself that,” he spat, “I don’t ever want to see your face again.”
Yuto took a step forward, “Chii, I don’t-“
Slam.
Pain bloomed into Yuto’s cheek like an opening flower. Yuri looked down at him with only anger flaming in his eyes.
“Don’t ever go near my girlfriend again,” he snarled.
Then he turned and stalked out of the classroom, slamming the door shut behind him.
Oh boy. Sorry I didn't reply to the messages about this story; because of that, my chapter is now a special. Oh well; seems like this shall forever be an unfinished story. Lol, poor Yuto. I like to torture my characters. Aren't I a terrible person? haha;;
I actually don't feel like finishing this either. I mean, this is all I can do. There's nothing more I can write for this. : )
If you liked this chapter SPECIAL, let me know. If you don't, then tell me what you don't like about it. Alright, ciao. Thank you for taking your time to read this : )