"Bet?! What bet??" page 7
He didn’t know, what’s going on. He was never confused like this before. What he held in his hands were obviously her most secret thoughts, which were never supposed to be read by anyone. Especially not by him. He felt guilty and immediately shut the diary. Seeing the exactly same cover of the diary he thought:
“She didn’t do it on purpose, did she?
Shida was laying on her bed. The tears, which she couldn’t stop for a while slowly flowed down on her cheeks and dropped on the diary. It was exactly that diary, which she forgot long ago. How could she? How could she forget these two scribbles, on which she so hard laughed long ago? She smiled.
“He…he remembers…so why did he…do it?”
But suddenly she was in panic. In her head popped out the worst possible scene. She jumped from the bed and started to dig in her school bag. She already knew that one diary was in his hands. Safely returned. But not for her. She couldn’t believe it and continued to throw out of her bag all the books and notebooks. The tears started to flow again and when she couldn’t see what was she throwing out anymore, she stopped and with a broken voice exclaimed:
“HE has MY diary?!”
The next day in school
Yamada came early again. He knew, that this is the only way how to reach her. He believed his diary was with her. He just wished that she have read it. Maybe it was embarrassing and it totally shook off his virility, but it didn’t matter in this moment. The only one thing he wanted was to make her understand and have a conversation.
He was standing alone in the classroom leaned on the window and waited for her to arrive. He didn’t see her. Nobody came through the school gates. The whole school was empty and he started to feel uncertain.
Suddenly the door opened and Yamada was startled from his thoughts.
“Shi…Mirai-chan?”
“Don’t call me like that!”
“Sorry I just…Have you read my diary?”
“ I don’t know what are you talking about.”
“What? You don’t have it?”
Shida turned away and tried to find the right words. She didn’t want it to be like this. She didn’t want to argue. But she suddenly felt so angry that she couldn’t stop herself.
“Why did you do it? Why didn’t you come? Why did you break our promise and never talked to me again!? She screamed while he was standing there with an open mouth. It was all so complicated, that he couldn’t explain it to her in one word.
“Please, can we talk?” he suggested.
“I don’t have anything to say to you until you can’t explain it to me right here and right now.”
But in that moment her vision blurred and in front her was only the silhouette of Yamada. She had tears in her eyes but she didn’t want him to see it. She didn’t want him to comfort her. She just wanted a simple answer, why did all of it happen.
“Baka!”
She turned away with painful face and ran out from the classroom the fastest she could. She ran through the corridors not knowing where with a strong feeling just disappear from this world.
“Why couldn’t I tell him what I really feel?”
Yamada was left there dumbfounded and he really didn’t understand anything. He took the diary from his bag and read the last sentence:
“But how?”
“How will I talk to him?”
“You didn’t want it like this either, am I right?”
The door opened again but it was only Yuto and Chinen with smiles on their faces.
“Oh really Yama-chan, the second try with a love letter?” Chinen laughed, but Yamada only looked at his friends with determited eyes and ran off the classroom.
“What was this?”
“Love Chinen…it’s love.” Yuto grinned and rumpled Chinen’s hair.
つづく
So this is my first public chapter ever :D I tried to not reviel much, because we are only in the middle of this fan fic. So I just added this little "nice" conversation and it's up to the next writer what will happen after Yamada rushed after her :) Personally i quite like the last sentence by Yuto:) I will really appreciate your comments :) Thanks