my new crush....Ryan Key & Sean Mackin <3

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ooh yess....its been forever and a day that i made a entree...i guess havent had the time to go on and do this . so this entree might be "muesum mile long" or might not be long, all depends on my mood. lets see....well....GOOD YELLOWCARD AND SOCO TIMES! oh man oh man. friday and today...well yesterday, went to the yellowcard and soco show. the friday show was at the hob in vegas, and the other was at uci bren center in irvine. ooh man....i'm in a yellowcard high right now. they're soo wonderful.mike hooked me up by meeting the bands there. his band was playing the irvine show. i honestlly had NO IDEA why on earth ppl like em sooooo much. i'm very proud of them...they worked hard to get where they're now. but their music is not cool. some chick came up to me while i was walking to the bathroom and she was like "OMG I SAW U WALK IN WITH MIKE!!!" i was like....um....no...maybe....why? i got scared and walked away. its crazy.... i chilled "michael" heh...and i took him to this persian resturant he always wanted to go to in irvine....well...culver..well...irvine...whatever, and we talked about everything and whatnot. i love that guy, he was and is always there for me. then he told me how they're touring with senses fail or something. i was like...WEEEEE! good upcoming times. i met soco and y.c....omg...i soo did not even know that will is not in soco anymore...or i missed him or something lol. they're nice guys. i didnt even know they were from dana point. i was so giddy! then i met y.c. ahhhh i loveee them!!! the guys were soooooooooo sweet that they gave me a cavity and i told them how their music is the only music that makes me fall asleep. i met sean at the hob show by the merch, both, and he remembered me, i was sooo teenybopper-ish. ryan is the ugliest yet hottest guy ever heh.but its all about the music.that was awesome! clark looked so sad for a second when i was talking to him i was like...aww how sad.then i watched yellowcard and some of rufio and left. i was watching from the side and it was soooo awesome to see the crowd and everything i got that warm fuzzy feeling....aww..it was great. i had already seen soco and y.c. on friday so i wanted to see my "only one" yellowcard. man i love that band sooo fuckin much. i might not show it, but man oh man. the friday show was woah! the pit was crraaazzzzyyyy. i sat in the vip longue. it felt nice to just watch the whole show. steriogram was one of the performers...lolol i hate them. they're odd...and their music is so confusing. so yeah. so enough of that shanagins....my situtation with blake....hmmm...its been tough but dihane put me and couple of his friends in consuling, its been working i assume.....ok..i rather not not get into anymore stuff. well i got a new car, i traded in my tacoma for a 04 civic. the civic is a cute car, and reallllyyy easy to drive. total chick car. . lets see what else....hmm getting our house remodeled, so i'm homeless. which is not cool. i hate house hopping. my parents are staying with my grandparents, and im going to caseys and mustafas and whatnot.ooh yah...good hanson times also. met the guys again, its always nice to see them. they signed my "new" poster of theirs. the old poster is a old ugly pic and it they signed it so i was like POW a new poster with a nice ellegant pic. the show was amazing as always. met frankie muniz (again), samarie armstrong from the oc, & aka "penny", and alex from phantom planet. frankie is such a lame ass. he shows up at all the cali shows and acts he's the shit...well he's the shit out of my ass. i took my mom...shes so cute..she feel in love with the boys afterwards. i met some kick ass peeps, we (mariam and i) were known for being the "cool and sweet fans" it was good fun. talk to the boys for awhilme and zac shared some good hugs and laughs. then went to the britney show...heh...that girl is a TOTAL horn dog, but gotta love her. her dream within a dream tour was wayyy better. also went to the linkin park, hoobastank, story of the yr, and pod show. that was amazing cause linkin park is ALWAYS one the best bands live. me and mariam got pulled up on stage to sing youth of the nation and we were like...um ok..i guess.. it was funnnn!!!! sharing the same stage that no doubt performened on. got my ass load of tickets for upcoming shows....i got pit for NO DOUBT!!!/ and blink, story of the year, dashboard and thrice, warped tour i got covered, incubus im getting today! um...and the project revolution tour tickets! cannot wait. still need to get wennie roast and inland invasion tickets. this is gonna be my 11th show of nodoubt's!!! woo hoo! i'm going to the san diego show also. how could i not? the d.c. show is gonna be awesome cause they're playing at the greek theatre and thats one of the BEST venues to perform at. ive been hitting the pipes up with jer and sonia, since they're pro's. i HAVE to become veryyy good at surfing i'm ALMOST there. the new vogue has gwen renee on it. veryyy sexy as always. i hate some ppl that i try soo hard to be nice to, they'll always be the " ok...haha...cool....rad....maybe" one answer people. ahhh you know exactly who you're, well i'm getting SOOO tired. i hate traffic on the 101 at 5pm. i think im gonna collaspe. all i know is that i need a house in milan and oahu with my "only one".
"one day you'll look me in the eyes and call me your friend"
Nilly