Why??? I <3 Blake

[nxdxsublim3r]

Today was a day...that i'll never forget. It was sunday night around 5pm when i called up blake and told him i was coming over. i was excited to see him cause i didnt see him since his 18th b-day which was on the 11th of this month. usually we talk to each other EVERYDAY. but he had school and whatnot. i pulled up in front of his house, and i knocked on his door and diahane answered. see was delighted to see me. as i looked behind her i saw blake on his cell, talking about some party that was going on that night. so i saw him, and gave him a HUGE hug. i went into his room, which was the same as always. messey. i told him that he needs to get clean, and start picking up after himself. he gave me the new Brand New cd in which he bought for me. i was so jolly. i told about the afi show that we were gonna go to. so he asked me what i was up to and whatnot. well considering that me and blake have been friends since .... elementry. although iam older than him, he was a best friend everyone wished they had. he was talking to me as if it was the last time we were ever gonna talk to each other. little did i know what was going to happen. he told me there was a house party that clark and sean were gonna be at also. he asked me to go, but i passed. then he told bye and gave me a tight hug, and told me "we need to hang out more...school is for fools." i left. and what happened was ... untolerable and.... too hard to describe. i'm in too much pain to continue this. so i must continue this tomorrow.till then, heres an article about what happened. i will continue expressing my pain in another entree.

I LOVE U BLAKE HUDSON HARRIS 1985-2004
R.I.P. Chris Hayman 1986-2004