FUCK THAT!
i am fucking sick of all of it. i let my dad walk all over me, and you know what its okay right? just let things go right!"mj u need to learn to stand up for yourself!" then give me something where i dont have to be scared to do it. GIVE ME SOMETHING WHERE I DONT HAVE TO BE HIT OR REPRIMANDED FOR BEING A FUCKING 18 YEAR OLD WOMAN!
oha yea great. come home and dont even fucking call me! dont give me that bullshit that its to fucking late. 12:30! what time do i go to sleep? fuck that! make fucking lies and excuses! oh no dont call me the only person who wanted to come up and visit you when all of your other bastard friends were trying to play stupid baby jokes while u were trying to break up with your boyfriend! that is like a big slap in the face. i was the only one there whenever u called! i waited outside your window to make sure u were ufcking okay when u needed someone to talk to. where was everyone else? oh getting drunk or sleeping! fuck that. im standing up for myself! and do me a favor, whatever....dont fucking call me again cause i wont be here when u need me jessica.
this may seem like im just venting and shit, and yes maybe i am, but that was fucked up. the only people that i can say that i know will always be there for me are melissa and chris who come to pick me up or want to come over if they ever know that i need to get away or anything. they are just there. i cant even depend on samantha cause rob's more important to her now.
im done FUCK THAT!
oha yea great. come home and dont even fucking call me! dont give me that bullshit that its to fucking late. 12:30! what time do i go to sleep? fuck that! make fucking lies and excuses! oh no dont call me the only person who wanted to come up and visit you when all of your other bastard friends were trying to play stupid baby jokes while u were trying to break up with your boyfriend! that is like a big slap in the face. i was the only one there whenever u called! i waited outside your window to make sure u were ufcking okay when u needed someone to talk to. where was everyone else? oh getting drunk or sleeping! fuck that. im standing up for myself! and do me a favor, whatever....dont fucking call me again cause i wont be here when u need me jessica.
this may seem like im just venting and shit, and yes maybe i am, but that was fucked up. the only people that i can say that i know will always be there for me are melissa and chris who come to pick me up or want to come over if they ever know that i need to get away or anything. they are just there. i cant even depend on samantha cause rob's more important to her now.
im done FUCK THAT!