weird
Well, I havent been on here since February. Looks like the layout I had been so familiar with has changed. Odd. Things are going much better than my last post. I got a full time job as soon as I moved back here and moved out of my parents house in with a friend who is renting me her basement. I have a new boyfriend who is great and treats me like a princess. This summer has been absolutely insane. My grandmother died in July and it has been a wave of emotions ever since. Up and down. Lately, Ive been so depressed. Its so hard sometimes. I feel so much pain and If I dont drink I feel it worse. I know that drinking does not help at all but I seriously cant take the pain sometimes. Its so overwhelming. Emotional pain is worse than any physical pain Ive ever felt. Turning 30 has been weird. Everything has changed. Some for the better some for the worse....
I think its time for some other positive changes. Need to really get it together now. I am 30 after all. :)
I think its time for some other positive changes. Need to really get it together now. I am 30 after all. :)