Feb 01, 2008 22:56
For most, or possibly all of you this entry would be completely meaningless *hahaha*, but maybe… not. Who knows? Anyway, here I go.
Life is complicated, really… hmm, but… it could be soooo simple sometimes. For example, this week is the-ever-best-week of this year. I woke up happily, went to work happily, worked happily, and came home happily. No, I’m not falling in love. I’m not crazily in love. I just feel happy. It’s walking on the cloud type of happy. My life is still knotty, but somehow I’ve managed to look at it without a multifaceted point of view.
It’s the high. It’s the high that keeps me intact and it’s the high that usually makes me hurt the most. Well, it’s not about fairness; it’s more about what do you choose, what your sacrifice will be and lastly, passion.
Just like the ecstasy that builds and hangs you up at the same time, life has its own set of time which draws a parallel between chances and hopes. The wheel will keep on turning without waiting for us; we don’t have power over the control, not even close to direct it wherever we want. We could, but somehow there’s this big (or small…?) scheme that force everyone living on the planet Earth to capitulate, or even admit their defeat completely just because whatever they did couldn’t fully gratify them. In the end, a person couldn’t even completely trust their own self to assemble a prospectus of their future.
Truth revealed, we do need something bigger than us-self and the Taser (... of course) J
x,
life