Much better
Better day by far. Carter managed to hold on to about 50 grams, so we got the all clear from the hospital to quit the damn daily drive and just go to his regular Doc here in town on Thursday. Zoloft is doing it's job, so I'm not all crazy anymore. In fact, I feel pretty downright sane. They tell me it's "Baby blues" with a chance of going all post partum. So it's a good thing to take care of now. I guess it's something to do with metabolizing seratonin or something. All I know is I'm not acting crazy, not crying every 2 seconds, not getting randomly angry, and I feel I'm safe around my kids. And, just for fun, my blood pressure is down and I'm only 13lbs heavier than I started this pregnancy with, and still dropping. I mean, it's a much better day.