Dec 26, 2005 09:02
Well, Christmas has come and gone... and this time I really wasn't excited at all. This year I guess I just didnt have any christmas spirit. I mean the gifts I got were nice... my new guitar, games, dvds, cds, and what not. But I just ... there was one thing I really wanted and well I never got that. So it kinda sucked... there really isnt much I could do about it... but yeah it still woulda been nice. It was pretty much the only thing I really wanted... all the rest of the shit i got I coulda done without if only I could have gotten something that really meant something to me.
So it also made thigns so great that I got into a giant arguement on Christmas... yeah made things oh so much better. It doesn't matter though... I give up on that. There is no point of wasting energy on something when all thats is going to come from it is bitching and fighting.
So Christmas Eve I played this saxaphone quartet thing for the Waltham church. It was fine... went to church and all that stuff which i havent done in a long time. Though I am Catholic and the church services was Presbyterian or something like that. Anyhow then came home and ate dinner and opened presents with the family. Christmas day... I did nothing... woke up at noon, went to Dougs and hung out for awhile, came home, went to Kym's to try and put her cd player in but it was dark and stuff so i couldnt see, so I never got it put in... and I felt really bad cuz she seemed kinda disappointed about it and shit. Left and drove around for awhile and then went to Dan's. Got home around midnight, talked to Kym for awhile... and went to bed at an ungodly late hour and got no sleep for work today since i was up arguging with someone about stupid things.
So overall Christmas was a disappointment... I feel kinda bummed out about it all and I have no christmas spirit.... isnt that just wonderful...