Nov 17, 2005 20:17
Well things lately have been amazing... for the most part. To be perfectly honest I don't know whats been going on lately. I've just been going day to day taking shit as it comes. I've got some of the best friends you could ask for... Dan, Luke, Marita haha those three in particular are great at picking me up when I'm down and out or putting a smile on my face when the only thing I think I have left to do is break down and cry. I appreciate that you guys are there for me. Lately though I've just been living it up... playing cards, hanging out, talking, laughing just having a good time. My life is honestly the best it has been in the last 5 years. However, I will admit all is not perfect. There is something missing... something I want more than anything... but at the moment I'm not even sure if it is in the realm of possibility. I've made mistakes over time... and I always seem to make the biggest ones at the worst times. I guess all I can say is the ball is in my court now... the clock is winding down and I have to make that half court shot to win the game... and I put the ball in the air... now will I make the shot... or will I go home a loser? Well for anyone that knows me I'm not a loser... I hate to lose and I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that ball goes in. HAHA I bet that made no sense at all to anyone... shit I've been hanging around Luke too long haha. Telling some form of story to make my point.
So tonight I went to Lukes and played some Euchre with him, jordan rick, and jr. It was a good time. And now I'm here at home just chillin. I've called virtually anyone i can think of thats not working or away at college and so far no ones called back or answered the phone so thats kinda depressing. I haven't talked to Kymberlie in about 2 days... I really would like to talk to her... so hopefully she'll answer her phone sometime tonight or call me back...
Tonight is the first night all week I haven't had a paper to write... thank god... I hate papers! Today I wrote one on taxes... and my whole intro had to do with drinking, since Dan has a shot glass called the problem solver and the top of the glass has Taxes listed as the problem it solves haha it was funny so my intro to this paper is all about that shot glass. I've actually been going to class this week... I havent played much Euchre at school at all this week. Kind of depressing. I totally bombed my last stats test... I only showed up the day of the test and I got a 53%!! good thing he drops our lowest grade. my other grades are in the 90's so I'm set to get an A so long as no other major fuck ups. English I think I can pull a B, History I dunno I had an A now probably a B... my paper i just did sucked so bad... I had some unexpected shit come up that night... but I think I've got things under control... at least in my mind I do haha. ANyhow... Government... easy A, Band easy A, Speech is an easy A i think. So all in all 4 A's and 2 B's wouldnt be bad
I'd rather have 5 A's 1 B but either way. I think I want to take weight lifting next semester for my PE credit... cuz I dunno... It'd be nice to actually get into shape? I'm lazy I still havent picked out my classes.
Hm... what else... over the weekend I built a computer... I'm awesome like that... but yeah its all together accept it needs some RAM which is memory for those of you that dont know computers. But my parents decided to buy me an early Bday gift since its only Nov. and my bday is actually Dec. 7 ... so that should be here tomarrow... I bought 1 GB of Corsair PC3200 DDR Ram for my computer and the one i just built is going to get the 512MB of PC 2100 DDR Ram I have in my computer now. So that puts us up to 3 computers and 1 laptop in my house... and only 3 people that can use a computer. I think I'm giving the one I just built to my brother... yeah I'm a good brother.
I'm so fucking poor right now... I have no money... $65 in my checking account and 1 Dollar in my wallet. How f'ing sad. But I get paid a week from tomarrow and my check should be like 250 bucks so thats cool.
It snowed!!! I cant believe it fucking snowed, I hate snow... like I enjoy watching it and looking at it outside and shit... but I hate driving in it or walking to school from my car when its like 29 degrees outside... it just sucks. But it was a little warmer today which is good.
Well I think I've just rambled on forever here... and I don't know what else to say or what else I can say. I'm a man with a plan and I've gotta skiddaddle =) haha wow I am a complete loser... yeah haha
I'm out of here
N. Washburn